it'S Chirstmas but im mad :'(

hey blog, merry christmas :). emm its been a long tyme i didint write on you ryte? huhu. sory bout that my blog been busy bha lately. huhu. emm blog ko taw kn ne xmas ne taun plg suckz owh buat sa. :'( . guess what blog ari ne saya p pekan wif my sist. ko taw ada ne SIAL ! BABI ! ANJING ! PUNYA xxxxxxxx...

tia cukup ngan 2 bf sa lg buat perangai ne. sakit hati saya owh dy buat saya mcm ne. saya tia taw apa salah saya sma dy smpi dy pns sma saya. dy tuduh saya curang padahal teda bha saya curang. bgne punya setia saya sma dy , dy tuduh lg saya curang ne. aaarrrggghhhh ! stresses tul saya bha skrg. saya tia taw apa maw buat sua ne. btul2 teruk bha xmas saya ne taun. SUCKZ !! TOTALLY SUCKZ !! saya maw ngs ne. ko taw blog org yg saya sgt2 maw skrg kn bf saya jak ne tp dy tia pduli pun sal saya bha. saya sakit hati ne owh dy buat saya gne. saya maw menangis. :'( abg n sist saya ckp kn mgkn dy ada gf len 2 d sna. or mybe dy ska  org len sua. saya sakit hati ne dgr dorg ckp g2 ma saya ari 2. tp men tahan jak ne. huhu. tp klau btl lh kn dy tia ska saya lg org dy ada gf len d sna saya doakan dy bahagia d samping gf dy yg bru 2 :'D. although its hurt kn tp saya maw dy hepy slalu ne :'). saya sayang dy sgt2 syg , lau e2 cara tbek tuk buat dy bahagia saya sanggup buat tuk dy :'). blog saya tia taw mcm mna saya maw explain sal hati saya skrg bha. apa yang saya taw kn skrg saya btl2 sakit hati n pissed off ne. smua pun serba tia kena ne. s

emm i think thats all for today my blog :'). i feel sleepy oredy got headache ne. nyte2 my blog :)

:/ :)

I'm iN LoVe :D

<3 this song :)

hey there my blog :). nothing interesting happen today. plus dont what to say on you my blog. 

its killing me T_T

hye there my blog :). emm how to start my talking , i fight my bestie a.k.a my gurlfriend the other days, and until now kami masih tia bertegur. i dont know where i went wrong, saya pun blank. huhu. saya tia taw apa salah saya sampai dy tia maw bls text saya. even pick up my call pun she dont want. saya sakit hati sangat saya kna buat gne. sudahlah bf saya sndri buat perangai sekarang. and she's the only one that i need ryte now but she wont even talk to me. GOD ! it hurt so badly owh. macam hati saya kena carik2 ne. no one by my side ryte now. my sist dont even understand what i felt ryte now. i feel like i wanna cry out loud. someone help me here. sapa2 jak lah tolong saya. saya tia taw sapa yang salah between kmi dua. saya blank. sgt blank ryte now. my syg pun xda cne tuk saya maw share. cuz ryte now she's having her holiday at indonesia. saya tia maw kc kusut pikiran dy. saya maw gilak owh skrg. i know my hun is having a hard time there but cant she understand me also? saya pun having a hard time here. len lagi c DIA buat perangai, fame lg. lau dia tia marah kn time 2 dy tia bls mcm 2 bha ma saya. i was just asking. thats all. im not trying to pick a fight with her. but she misunderstood bout me. i even try to call her to make things better but she wont even pick up my call. 

imissyouhunalot.imisstalkingtoyou:'(

use me?? you guys are pathetic !

hye there my blog. :) . sorry didint write on you yesterday , i've been bz at town for one whole day  accompanny my mum shoppng :). yeah ! me and him okey oredy saturday night but we fight again last nyte. silly eh? tell me about it. even i felt that its was a stupid love story. haha. emm i dont knw why but i feel like i dont care about it anymore. kalau dia sakit hati pun saya macam tidak peduli lagi. that saturday nyte he text me and ask how am i doing and ask me if i got someone else for his replace? for god sake dude im not that kind of girl okeh ! i've told you billion times im not like THOSE GIRL you've dated before or for a proper name YOU'RE EX. opz did i said that out loud? hmmp i guess i am. so what ? it didint even fuck me at all. and guess what blog he told me so many tyme wif text that he loved me so fucking much and he regret making me upset with his attitude. yeah ! i forgive him but i think my feeling its not the same anymore. i just think that he's a little to late to pick me up to walk with him again coz i've oredy wake up and walk by myself. time2 saya sakit dia langsung xda di sisi saya to faced the world. i have to handle it all by myself. we fight again yesterday just for a small matter. smua pun berpunca dari dia sndiri. he's to sensitive. im sorry tapi kalau saya betul2 tia tahan suda saya pandai maw minta break tau. saya bosan terus kena buat macam ne. kena buat macam budu, bila dia bosan baru dia sibuk maw cari saya, bila dia ada masalah baru dia sibuk maw cari saya, bila dia rndu saya baru dia contact saya. dia pikir saya apa?? saya pun manusia bha yang punya perasaan tuk dijaga. betul kn blog? T_T. kemarin dia cakap ma saya 'dont contact me !' . cant you believe that blog? huh ! tapi saya malas suda maw pikir bha. saya jak yg balik2 sakit hati. he is just like my ex Joe owh. perangai dorg sama betul ne. ARGH ! saya tia ska saya kena buat mcm ne. saya sakit hati ! owh and talking bout joe. GOD ! its killing me so fucking damn much. dia yang kc break saya dlu skrang he asking for me back. hello ! wake dude ko tu suda ada GF yang cantik. hargai lah dia. tapi e2 ko punya budu juga. dlu saya berabis sayang ko like hell ko buat saya macam budu. Now gf ko sibuk xda masa tuk ko bru ko sbuk maw saya balik. dulu macam mna saya sibuk pun saya slalu spend some times for you but you never appreciate what i do for you. ko x paham kh saya tia maw ko suda. you and i just a old story okeh? forget me move on with ur life. i got a new man oredy in my life. tapi dia pun dua macam juga. Aish ! kenapa saya rasa mcam kmu dua ne cuma maw menggunakan saya jak tuk kc hlang bosan kmu. kmu taw kh saya cne rsa skit? 

why cant you two just appreciate me , love me like you love your mum. im not asking for much im just asking you guys to love. is that so hard? 

sometimes i feel like i just wanna break down and cry out loud. so all the pain that i feel in my heart will gone forever. T_T ~

KK ???==' hmmp

Owh GOd ! kk?? Mum please dont bring me back to that place of hell. Its Suck there. Nothing to do. Plus i really hate your relative there. Dorg sgt2 bkin pns. Ego, TAMBIRANG, BKIN PNS , TINGGI DIRI. FUCK THEM !. I really dont like it there. I like keningau better than kk. If u give me a choice i would rather choose to stay di asrama then stay At KK. I cant even described what feeling feel ryte now. I all know for sure. I DONT WANT TO GO TO KK. 

Our 5th m0nth aNniverSarry :'D

Hello again my blog :). Hmmp today is our fifth month anniversary. Lama jg kn kmi been together :). Last nyte i wish him hepy monthniversary, and yes he replied my text by saying hepy monthniversary too but we're still cold.

HAPPY FIFTH MONTHNIVERSARY FOT BOTH OF US B :')

:'D love u always my bo0 ..

I know he still mad at me. Last Nyte i Dont feel like pujuk him coz i feel so tired last nyte. I just fall sleep without replying his text. Im so tired oredy playing his games. I love him so fucking damn much only god know what i feel about him. He's to busy with his life and he missed the part where he left me hatin on a club. When im hurt he never been by my side. He never listen to my story. If im sick dy x pernah peduli pun. Funny eh. Ahaha. Tpu lah sa lau sa ckp sa tia pduli dy kn? Everyday sa on9 fb but i keep my chat off9 just to see his fb. Whenever i miss him i Looked his fb. Stupid eh? Tell me about it. Huhu. Sa penat bha dy lyn sa mcm ne slalu. My Girlfriend smua ckp mcm you ble sbr dgn perangai dy arh? Sa sndri pun tia taw dr mna sa dpt kekuatan dan kesabaran tuk lyn and tahan ngan perangai dy :). But thats what love is kn we have to be patient and considerate one another. Tp lau sa jak yg mcm 2 xda gna jg kn? Even sa pun pndai penat n Bosan bha kena Buat mcm 2. Guess what my blog dy tgah on9 skrg and dy tgah bkomen ma pompuan. Cant You believe it? SHIT ! Lau btl dy syg sa dy text sa bha kn tnya khbr sa. Ne tdk. Fuck ! IM so pissed off ryte now. If he dont have any feeling for me anymore let me go lh. Jan seksa sa mcm ne. SAKIT ! TAu kh dy apa e2 SAKIT ! SIOT !. ARRRGGGHHHHG!! MCM SA MAW P CARI GDH D FB OWH. Nsb sa mc waras lg owh. SITZZ !! tekanan owh !

Haha betapa sabarnya sa melayan karenah dy. Eiseh !

frustration

I saw him online his fb just now god i miss him owh. I miss everything about him. I really want to call him but im afraid he wont pick up my call and im afraid he would said the words that i scared most. The 'B' words. I still dont have the guts to accepts it if he want a breakup wif me cuz i still love him so fucking damn much. God ! am i being stupid here? someone slap me so i can wake up and be strong again.

Please dont say im EGO. Coz Im NOT. I throw away my EGo the other day just to say sorry when i know its not my fault. For god sake it just a small matter but he making it like it was a big matter. He told me not to contact him anymore. Dont he knw that im suffering when he said like that to me? Read his text the that night , my heart beat so fast. Only God know what i feel that night. Just when im trying to give my comitment to him things like this came up. HUH ! =='. when im about to get a serious relationships with him , we fight. honestly he's a sweet guy but at the same time he still not mature enough. Haha, its funny when you really like someone and you dont even care bout their bad attitude right? Hee. I guess thats why they said LOVe make us crazy and unconcious. GOd ! no matter how much write to my blog, i still cant focus coz the only thing thats on my mind right now , HIM. Only him. Stupid eh? I know i am. Haha. 

Owh GOD ! I need a place to scream so i can feel a lot better , so this pain in my heart will go away and leave me alone. Why pain, Why?? Why wont you leave me alone? Why you have to stay inside my heart? Right now i really need a peaceful place to lay down. T.T

I need a place just above to scream out loud.

i'M s0 FuckIng HuRt + i MisS HiM S0 DaMn MuCh T_T

imisshimsofuckingdamnmuchtodaypleasetellmeyoulovemetob:'/

Whenever i'm Hurt, i don't talk. I just wear a fake smile, tell everyhting okay. Even though i want to cry. Let alone, i do not want you wounded my heart again. Enough once you already make me hurt! I'm not strong anymore. Mybe i might be stupid, because i expect you in my life weeh. I can't lie myself again, its difficult to me accept! Enough you make me suffer like this -.- Thanks so much.

"It is better to have loved and lost love, than to have never loved at all"

They say that we hurt the ones that love us, and love the ones that hurt us. But I believe that the hurt comes with the love. How can you love someone without getting hurt? It shows that you have true feelings for them. Something that I only feel with him now. And as time proceeded, I realized that he was eventually going to leave me in the end - sex, or no sex. And the pain grew in my chest every morning when he wasn’t there to wipe the tears from my face. I grew to like the pain, I liked it so much I created my own pain for my body. It slowly became the only feeling I knew. I forgot all about love and happiness. And I rather feel pain, then no feelings at all. I began to enjoy the pain that he brought into my life, and every time he would leave, it gave me another reason to swallow pills, or leave marks on my wrists. it gave me another reason to feel again. 

when will i be happy again? :'(

Deeply In hurt ryte now :'(

tell me its not the end of our relationship :(

i wonder have you planned this from the beginning??

 

         

                                    imfuckingmisshimrytenow                            

 

how i wish you text me ryte now and tell me how much you miss me just like how much i miss you now :'(

whats on my mind??emmm =='

kopisanangan tangah tuong my blog :D..emm things still the same xda perubahan...ari ne sa xda dgr satu berita pun dr dy bha..i wonder whats gonna happen to our relationship, will it meets the end oredy kaine??me oso dont knw..blank my brain ryte now...i dont care anymore,im tired oredy coz there's only been me the one yg hurt the most..while him enjoying himself flirting other girls at facebook...HOW STUPID I AM KN? yah sa sdar jg sa bodoh sab tlampau being patient wif him..sakit hati??huh ! sapa yg tia sakit hati kna buat mcm ne kn ? girlfriend mna yg tia sakit ati lau boyfriend dy buat gne ma dy..ryte now sa sgt2 tersgt2 sakit hati mcm sa maw kc sakit bdn sa spaya sa feel a lot better...but thats was a stupid and foolish things to do...sa mc normal lg bha..:')

...mlm ne tdo sorg coz mum here oredy...so my sist sleep wif her...talking bout my mum, hmmpp everyday i see her and she's getting older each year and im afraid i will loose her like i loose my dad before...i dont have the guts to loose someone that i love the most..i lose one 7 years ago and im afraid i will my mum again...i knw that day will come but at least not now coz im not ready yet..T_T..i become more afraid when my brother in law mum passed away last week and hearing wht my mum told us making me cry...mum i love you so much more than anything in this world im soory if i scold u or being rude to you...im truly sory mum...

Really Hurt Ryte Now T.T

I DONT KNW WHT TO DO ANYMORE..ITS BEEN A LONG TIME I DIDINT UPDATED MY BLOG,huH! TO MUCH THINGS HAPPEN THIS PAST FEW MONTH..FAITH WAS NOT BY MY SIDE..DEM ! AND GUESS WHT MY BLOG WE FIGHT AGAIN AND THIS TIME ITS BIG..IM TIRED EVERYTIME WE FIGHT , HE PUT ALL THE BLAME ON ME BUT I DIDINT DO ANYTHING..HONESTLY ITS NOT MY FAULT BUT I HAVE TO SAY SORRY TO HIM..EVEN IF DIA SALAH TAPI DIA TIA PNH MAW MGAKU SALAH..IM THE ONE YG MENGALAH..IM GETTING TIRED OREDY...ITS NOT FAIR RYTE?? TELL ME ABOUT IT...IM SUFFERING HERE AND HE DONT EVEN CARE HOW I FELT RYTE NOW..I REALLY WANT TO TALK WIF SOMEONE RYTE NOW BUT WHO?? TALK TO MY SIST BUT SHE DOESNT UNDERSTAND WHAT MY HEART FELT NOW..ALL SHE KNW WAS HER 'HUBBY', MY 'HUBBY THERE'..GOD ! STOP IT OREDY..DONT U KNW IM DYING RYTE NOW?I KNW U GOT A BF THAT UNDERSTAND U SO WELL, NOT LIKE MINE STILL CHILDISH!..GUESS WHT BLOG HE CALL OTHER GURLS 'DALING' PUNYA LH SAKIT HATI HAMBA..DY BKOL LG MA 2 BIATCH OWH TP MY CALL DY TIA DPT SMBUT NE...CAN U BELIEVE IT BLOG??SAKITNYA HATI SA TUHAN JAK YG TAW APA SA RSA SKRG OWH..I REALLY FELT LIKE I JUST WANT TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY OUT LOUD RYTE NOW..AND I GOT THE FEELING THAT HE CHEATED ON ME BHA...AHAHA...FUNNY KN..:'D...NO MATTER HOW HARD I'VE TRIED TO BE A STRONG PERSON BUT I STILL CANT STOP MY TEARS FROM FALLING ...HE REALLY WANNA MAKE ME JELES NE BY CALLING OTHER GURLS AT HIS FB DALING OR SWEETIE..FUCK ! SA RSA MCM MAW MEMAKI JAK OWH...PLUS I REALLY WANT TO SHOUT ... HONESTLY I LOVE HIM AND I NEVER CHEAT ON HIM ...HUH ! I GUESS THATS ALL JUST A STUPID THINGS TO DO KN...SA BGUS2 PUN SMA JG DY TIA BGUS MA SA...HAHAH...I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT OWH..HAHAH..:'D..WELL BLOG I GUESS THATS ALL...GTG NOW BUBYEE :)

Smile?

"Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

Where there are clouds in the sky

you'll get by"

please oh please tell me I'll be okay.

because right now I'm not.

I'm just wondering how I could be so stupid.

I'm so sorry..

:'(

Ryte now Only Song Can Desribed What I Feel ..:'(..I cant put into words what my feeling felt...ARRGGGHHH ! God HelP me :'(

:'( SA TIA KUAT WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE OWH ..

THis Is for u ~~_

Dem ! im really hurt ryte now ... Words cannot described the way im feeling ryte now..Someone Help Me T_T :'( :'(... I can bare wif this feeling no more...Its so hurt ! God !!

sa blurr ~

Its been a while i didint write on my blog ~ been bz wif scol (kununlh Xp) Emm idk wht to say owh...too much i wanna say but dont know d mna maw start ...Budush punya feeling...sa bnci ne feeling yg sa ada skrg...when will these SHit going to end?? For god sake ! Stop making me suffer here...stop making me jelous OK ! If want to repay for what i've done to you well guess wht its working bha...Got thts lyric stuck on my mind i cant get it out of my mind...

what if everything turn off like the lyric above...what should i do then??plzz hopefully things turn out well..

i admit i love him so fucking damn much ! i cant get him out of my mind...i know i shoudnt do those things to him but hey thats not my fault oso...its not my fault! i throw my ego away just to say im soo sorry to you but you said u needed a tyme...Damn ! Things arent supposed to be like this...i wanna scream so fucking damn much ryte now...im so stressed out ryte now..plus my headache wont leave me alone ... tia cukup ngan 2 org satu umah g buat perangai..DEM ! sa buli tahan lg tp lau sa tia tahan sua bla2 masa pun sa ble explode...so dont blame me if i explode...pardon me if im being rude to u Gurl but u mad me being rude to you...if u want me to respect u as my older **** u've got to respect M** 1st n try to respect everyone else oso...dont be such a jerk to us...u missed more than a year about us then suddenly u pretend like u know everything but the truth is u know nothing..ur attitude SUCKZ ! change it bha ...AISH ! sa btl2 pns owh maw dkt satu bln sua sa tahan2 saja skt ati + mrh sa...ndk tkluar dr mulut...dem it ! 

~ AgAiN ~ o.O

woke up at 6.30 this morning.Went to church with my brother at apin2. My body was inside the church but my
mind was thinking bout something else. August is about to end and september is just around the corner. Only 

one week left then its Raya. HUH ! What should i do this raya? Got nothing on my mind. My sist plan to go to KUDAt but im not sure if we're going plus i dont feel like going there. Im not ready to meet HIM. Talking bout HIM, guess what?? HUH ! we fight again and this time its big. I dont know if i can keep up with this anymore. Im so damn tired oredy. Im not trying to put the blame on him. This time i think we both wrong. Paham2 jak lh lau long distance relationship ne. No trustworthy plus Jelousy is everywhere.-.- . I admit it i got jelous towards HIM , but hey! jelousy means you love HIM ryte?? Am i ryte?? T_T. Do i love him ?? I dont even know wether i love HIM or not. Sometimes i feel like my love was one sided love only. Damn ! i still remember THose words. The word he told me. Bikin Sakit Hati !  The words STUCK on my mind. My GOd its so fucking damn Hurt. T_T. eventhough SAKIT tp sa try jg be strong. Hehehe. I know i can do it. EISEH ! Hahahaha. Mcm lagu Fergie ( Big Gurlz Dont CRy ) Kan, kan, kan.. HEhehe

well i guess thats all 4 now gtg XD...

bubyee alll...

WHAT IS this ??

Fyqa NorHan

‎:: Uikk babe . aku syg kao oke . hope kao dpt hidup dgn si DEA tu . aku doakan kamo seja laa . tu seja aku dpt bgi . cuz aku tgk pun ko mcm syg ma dea . anyway , all the best to both of eu . xpaa la . apa pun jadi , aku tetap syg kao . BFF bha kn ? tengs for evrything aa . sad aku bila bca nhe "aku muncul tem drg ada prob . then , start sana ak msra ngn dia . bru skg aku sdar ak tgh msra ngn gf org yg maw ada talian ngn bf dia tu" . hmp . ada jodoh , x kemana jua kn ? ;') ::

p/s : ily ♥ 

 

i got this from s*u*r* fb...ex dy kali yg bg...apa mksd dy ne...??tulung tuhan sa tia kuat...sa hanya manusia lemah...klau ini ada lh ujian drmu ku mohon kuat kn lh iman ku...tbah kn hati ku tuk mnjalani ujian mu ne...aminx1000

ADUII !!

pembentangan jak owh..sa bosan sua maw membentang jak....besok sa bentang mikro lg..aish !!...teda lg sa phm satu pun ne keluk ne...stdy berabis pun tdk jg sa phm...bnci nya sa...GOD I HATE FORM 6 ....sa maw smbung yg len...ryte now sa tgah cari kolej2 yg bgus tuk sa smbung stdy...HOPEFULLY SA TSANGKUT SPA8...tlung lh TUHAN...AMINx10000......:'(....bha thats all for today...i need some sleep tomorrow is my big day...huhuh...harap2 bisuk sa jumpa c DIA lg...:)...spaya sa ada semangat sket maw stdy...hahahha...EISEH ! malu2 ne...huhuhuh...bha im off now...nyte2 my beloved blog...:) sweet dwemz for me...

p/s : im so dem tired today...

no more !

mybe u thought that we ok oredy but not for me...Things between us will never be the same anymore...I wont trust you no more...I wont love you no more...im moving on..i wont find any guys to make me forget bout you...i will let you feel like we still together but to me we oredy broke up...I will forget you...!! i meant it when i said I WILL FORGET YOU !...marks my words S**k**...i proved it to you that i am not like your ex...yg mc t'gila-gila ma ko, mc t'kejar-kejar maw ko blk...TDK !...sa x kn pnh jd mcm 2...even if i miss you i pretend i dont miss you no more...you hurt me a lot...you make me cry a lot...yess im down ryte now...but its only for a while..just one week..!! one week only i need then u will vanished from my mind...dont blame me if i change..you the one who make me change like this...i love you but you dont appreciate my love for you...you make me like an idiot...BUT guess what dude that wont happen again..I AM SO OVER YOU !!...but i appreciate what we had these past 3 weeks and i month we became lovers...thankz 4 all the love you gave me...:D...after you maybe i just want to settle down a bit...im tired of getting hurt all the tyme...i want some rest.... i think i just want to be single for a while...hehehhe....ko kn hensem msti skejap jak ko dpt pengganti e2...dlm fb ko pun byk ko bkomen ma pompuan kn...so finding new one shouldn't be a problem for you...boy you just another tearjerker you know that...i know we still young...still want to have fun...but not to me dude...i want to be mature...i want a last longer relationshp...i want a guys that love me for who i am...accept me for who i am..i also want a man that only look at me...appreciate me as his girl...tell everyone im his girl...but it seem like you dont have that character...but i wont blame you for that coz nobody's perfect in this world...everyone want things to be perfect...but hey ! sapa lh kta kn maw menentukan smua 2...kta merancang , TUHAN yg menentukan...:)...but its fine though...we just have to live our life...like my DALINK Tracy oweyz said...'dalink walau mcmmna kta skt ati pun..kta senyum jak,jan tlampau pkr,lpakn dy,mulakan hdup baru...lau dy maw mcm ne kta kc biar jak'...heheheh...yupz i think she has the point though...i will always remember her words...:) thankz dalink...heheheh...

:'(

this song is 4 u ...

someone help me!!

Anyone help me!!..i cant deal wif this anymore...its really hurt me...im not strong enough to deal wif tiz...IM NOT A STRONG PERSON !! U KNOW THAT..im just a human who make mistake, knows the meaning of hurt...i know im not perfect but hey no one perfect in this world...u know that dont u...if u really CHEAT on me plizz tell me i wont mad...sa trima dgn ati yg tbuka jg :)...just dont hide it from me....plizz tell me early...i wont blame u 4 that...cuz i know im not a good gf 2 u...so plizz im begging u dont hide it from me...tulung sapa ble tulung sa??sa btl2 tia tahan sua gne bha...:'( :'( :'(  :'(

Dear Heart plizz dont hurt :'(

MOnink my lovely blog ...

          woke up early today cant sleep last nyte..too much on my mind...plus smlm sa kna kc skt ati bha...guess what my blog??last nyte i call HIM but his phone cannot be call...when i send HIm a text its delivered thats when i realized he was talking to someone on a phone...GOD ! im so pissed off owh...i feel jeles bha...sett  !! sometymes he make me feel like IDIOT..Am i the only who feels like this??knapa sa jak yg maw cari ko ne??sedangkn ko x pnh pun maw cari sa....sa ne gf ko kh jg??

DAMN ! i like this song so much owh...its remain me of my ex...heheheh...

im in love wif this song !

I LOVE THIS SONG ~

lyn dlu bha...heheheh;p

~ Thank God ~

fuh ! thankz god i managed to do my presentation well without any disturb today...thank you GOD :D...scol today is not so fun...its oweyz the same everyday...plus i feel sleepy when its comes to stdy..hahah...my beloved blog today when i open my fb i was really shock wif what i've seen in my wall...cant believe my B post like that on my wall...hahahhaha...dem ! im in love wif him...LMAO...guess wht he post on my wall...hahahah...aduii sa ska owh ayat dy...btl2 buat hati sa b'bunga ne...wakakakak....eiseh ! galik plak... this is what my b post on my wall...~

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

babeeee, wanna make confession here, btul ka me eja tu?? maklum lar , my english B ja , not like u .. A+++++ . x) .. i love you bah .. thnk cause being such a good gf to me ..... thanks ya . x) .. i love you so DAmn MuchH !! ! !! !! ! 

 

hahahah...dem ! i like his words owh...eventhough dy slalu buat sa skt ati but his words can make me melt woh...hahahah...sa malu eh but i like it..kenen!...ahahaha....but at the same tym im worried oso...td ptg i dream my teeth patah...org tua2 ckp lau mimpi gigi patah petanda tia bek...sa sgt tkt ryte now....hopefully nothings bad happen !!...hopefully things will be just fine...AMIN x10 !!!!....

sakit bha ati sa ko taw kh ???

ari2 sa kena kc sakit ati...i dont thnk i can bare wif this anymore...im tired of getting hurt oredy bha...u make me feel like im a fool...sumtymes i feel like u dont appreciate me at all..u dont care bout me at all...WHAT AM I TO U B?? AM I JUST A TOY 2 U?? owh n i feel like u still in love wif ur ex...sa skt ati bha ma ko...sgt skt ati...tlalu byk yg sa skt ati sma ko...lau sa taw ko pnh cple ma c N**ul SUMPAH !! sa x maw kpl ma ko...sa maw jg mnta break tp sa x brani maw ckp...sa igt JNJi kta jak...ko ska tuduh sa curang kn...??ko ada bukti kh sa curang??sa bg bha smua paswrd sa ma ko...apa lg yg ko tia puas ati ma sa??

AlErT !!

OMG ! what to do ?? tomorrow pembentangan mikro n i dont know wht to do...im really blank ryte now...teda apa2 dlm utak eh...matai am ...tulung tapikung hopefully bsok dpt buat pembentangan dengan lancar besok tanpa halangan...huhuhuh...god help me tomorrow....stdy ! stdy ! stdy ! :3...HUH !!!

damn YOU !!

punya men buseeetttt !! dy buat sa mcm budu bha kn...sa chat tia pndai membls...bgus lh lyn jak 2 dota bha....buat lh hal ko sndri....from now on jan ko hrp ko dgr brita dr sa lg...ko cbr btl2 ne kn....sa on jak bha...im fine wif it....!!...sa rsa mcm maw memaki jak owh...!..nsb sa mc ble sbr lg...sa maw bls !!!!!....ko tguk lh...ko CBR  SA BTL2 BHA NE KN...FINE !!....DAMN TUL OWH...SA MAW CARI ICHIGAN BRU !!...DAMN DUDE....F**K IM REALLY PISSED OFF RYTE NOW OWH...KO TGGU SA BLS KO...KO TGGU JAK HUJUNG BLN 8 NE...KO TGUK LH...SA BLS BTL2 NE MA KO...KO JAN CBR SA....WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DUDE....SHIT !!

I'm back !

Huhuhuh...it's been a while since i didin't update my blog...been busy wif scool activities plus homework...plus i got nothng to share on my blog .....hahahah....well mybe i lied...i got so many things i want to share on my blog but masa tdk mngizinkn...disebabkan terlalu bz dgn aktiviti sikul beii..ehehehe...then wifi di umah lg ne batabiat btl...rusak ! tba2...nabungul btl...aish !...july is not my month owh tiz year...to much things happen on july...but july oso make me become even more stronger n be more patient when its comes to a situation...heheheh...eiseh ! puji dri sndri ne...owh n on july oso become a sweet memory to me...hahahaha....