~ AgAiN ~ o.O

woke up at 6.30 this morning.Went to church with my brother at apin2. My body was inside the church but my
mind was thinking bout something else. August is about to end and september is just around the corner. Only 

one week left then its Raya. HUH ! What should i do this raya? Got nothing on my mind. My sist plan to go to KUDAt but im not sure if we're going plus i dont feel like going there. Im not ready to meet HIM. Talking bout HIM, guess what?? HUH ! we fight again and this time its big. I dont know if i can keep up with this anymore. Im so damn tired oredy. Im not trying to put the blame on him. This time i think we both wrong. Paham2 jak lh lau long distance relationship ne. No trustworthy plus Jelousy is everywhere.-.- . I admit it i got jelous towards HIM , but hey! jelousy means you love HIM ryte?? Am i ryte?? T_T. Do i love him ?? I dont even know wether i love HIM or not. Sometimes i feel like my love was one sided love only. Damn ! i still remember THose words. The word he told me. Bikin Sakit Hati !  The words STUCK on my mind. My GOd its so fucking damn Hurt. T_T. eventhough SAKIT tp sa try jg be strong. Hehehe. I know i can do it. EISEH ! Hahahaha. Mcm lagu Fergie ( Big Gurlz Dont CRy ) Kan, kan, kan.. HEhehe

well i guess thats all 4 now gtg XD...

bubyee alll...

WHAT IS this ??

Fyqa NorHan

‎:: Uikk babe . aku syg kao oke . hope kao dpt hidup dgn si DEA tu . aku doakan kamo seja laa . tu seja aku dpt bgi . cuz aku tgk pun ko mcm syg ma dea . anyway , all the best to both of eu . xpaa la . apa pun jadi , aku tetap syg kao . BFF bha kn ? tengs for evrything aa . sad aku bila bca nhe "aku muncul tem drg ada prob . then , start sana ak msra ngn dia . bru skg aku sdar ak tgh msra ngn gf org yg maw ada talian ngn bf dia tu" . hmp . ada jodoh , x kemana jua kn ? ;') ::

p/s : ily ♥ 

 

i got this from s*u*r* fb...ex dy kali yg bg...apa mksd dy ne...??tulung tuhan sa tia kuat...sa hanya manusia lemah...klau ini ada lh ujian drmu ku mohon kuat kn lh iman ku...tbah kn hati ku tuk mnjalani ujian mu ne...aminx1000

ADUII !!

pembentangan jak owh..sa bosan sua maw membentang jak....besok sa bentang mikro lg..aish !!...teda lg sa phm satu pun ne keluk ne...stdy berabis pun tdk jg sa phm...bnci nya sa...GOD I HATE FORM 6 ....sa maw smbung yg len...ryte now sa tgah cari kolej2 yg bgus tuk sa smbung stdy...HOPEFULLY SA TSANGKUT SPA8...tlung lh TUHAN...AMINx10000......:'(....bha thats all for today...i need some sleep tomorrow is my big day...huhuh...harap2 bisuk sa jumpa c DIA lg...:)...spaya sa ada semangat sket maw stdy...hahahha...EISEH ! malu2 ne...huhuhuh...bha im off now...nyte2 my beloved blog...:) sweet dwemz for me...

p/s : im so dem tired today...

no more !

mybe u thought that we ok oredy but not for me...Things between us will never be the same anymore...I wont trust you no more...I wont love you no more...im moving on..i wont find any guys to make me forget bout you...i will let you feel like we still together but to me we oredy broke up...I will forget you...!! i meant it when i said I WILL FORGET YOU !...marks my words S**k**...i proved it to you that i am not like your ex...yg mc t'gila-gila ma ko, mc t'kejar-kejar maw ko blk...TDK !...sa x kn pnh jd mcm 2...even if i miss you i pretend i dont miss you no more...you hurt me a lot...you make me cry a lot...yess im down ryte now...but its only for a while..just one week..!! one week only i need then u will vanished from my mind...dont blame me if i change..you the one who make me change like this...i love you but you dont appreciate my love for you...you make me like an idiot...BUT guess what dude that wont happen again..I AM SO OVER YOU !!...but i appreciate what we had these past 3 weeks and i month we became lovers...thankz 4 all the love you gave me...:D...after you maybe i just want to settle down a bit...im tired of getting hurt all the tyme...i want some rest.... i think i just want to be single for a while...hehehhe....ko kn hensem msti skejap jak ko dpt pengganti e2...dlm fb ko pun byk ko bkomen ma pompuan kn...so finding new one shouldn't be a problem for you...boy you just another tearjerker you know that...i know we still young...still want to have fun...but not to me dude...i want to be mature...i want a last longer relationshp...i want a guys that love me for who i am...accept me for who i am..i also want a man that only look at me...appreciate me as his girl...tell everyone im his girl...but it seem like you dont have that character...but i wont blame you for that coz nobody's perfect in this world...everyone want things to be perfect...but hey ! sapa lh kta kn maw menentukan smua 2...kta merancang , TUHAN yg menentukan...:)...but its fine though...we just have to live our life...like my DALINK Tracy oweyz said...'dalink walau mcmmna kta skt ati pun..kta senyum jak,jan tlampau pkr,lpakn dy,mulakan hdup baru...lau dy maw mcm ne kta kc biar jak'...heheheh...yupz i think she has the point though...i will always remember her words...:) thankz dalink...heheheh...

:'(

this song is 4 u ...

someone help me!!

Anyone help me!!..i cant deal wif this anymore...its really hurt me...im not strong enough to deal wif tiz...IM NOT A STRONG PERSON !! U KNOW THAT..im just a human who make mistake, knows the meaning of hurt...i know im not perfect but hey no one perfect in this world...u know that dont u...if u really CHEAT on me plizz tell me i wont mad...sa trima dgn ati yg tbuka jg :)...just dont hide it from me....plizz tell me early...i wont blame u 4 that...cuz i know im not a good gf 2 u...so plizz im begging u dont hide it from me...tulung sapa ble tulung sa??sa btl2 tia tahan sua gne bha...:'( :'( :'(  :'(

Dear Heart plizz dont hurt :'(

MOnink my lovely blog ...

          woke up early today cant sleep last nyte..too much on my mind...plus smlm sa kna kc skt ati bha...guess what my blog??last nyte i call HIM but his phone cannot be call...when i send HIm a text its delivered thats when i realized he was talking to someone on a phone...GOD ! im so pissed off owh...i feel jeles bha...sett  !! sometymes he make me feel like IDIOT..Am i the only who feels like this??knapa sa jak yg maw cari ko ne??sedangkn ko x pnh pun maw cari sa....sa ne gf ko kh jg??

DAMN ! i like this song so much owh...its remain me of my ex...heheheh...

im in love wif this song !

I LOVE THIS SONG ~

lyn dlu bha...heheheh;p

~ Thank God ~

fuh ! thankz god i managed to do my presentation well without any disturb today...thank you GOD :D...scol today is not so fun...its oweyz the same everyday...plus i feel sleepy when its comes to stdy..hahah...my beloved blog today when i open my fb i was really shock wif what i've seen in my wall...cant believe my B post like that on my wall...hahahhaha...dem ! im in love wif him...LMAO...guess wht he post on my wall...hahahah...aduii sa ska owh ayat dy...btl2 buat hati sa b'bunga ne...wakakakak....eiseh ! galik plak... this is what my b post on my wall...~

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

babeeee, wanna make confession here, btul ka me eja tu?? maklum lar , my english B ja , not like u .. A+++++ . x) .. i love you bah .. thnk cause being such a good gf to me ..... thanks ya . x) .. i love you so DAmn MuchH !! ! !! !! ! 

 

hahahah...dem ! i like his words owh...eventhough dy slalu buat sa skt ati but his words can make me melt woh...hahahah...sa malu eh but i like it..kenen!...ahahaha....but at the same tym im worried oso...td ptg i dream my teeth patah...org tua2 ckp lau mimpi gigi patah petanda tia bek...sa sgt tkt ryte now....hopefully nothings bad happen !!...hopefully things will be just fine...AMIN x10 !!!!....

sakit bha ati sa ko taw kh ???

ari2 sa kena kc sakit ati...i dont thnk i can bare wif this anymore...im tired of getting hurt oredy bha...u make me feel like im a fool...sumtymes i feel like u dont appreciate me at all..u dont care bout me at all...WHAT AM I TO U B?? AM I JUST A TOY 2 U?? owh n i feel like u still in love wif ur ex...sa skt ati bha ma ko...sgt skt ati...tlalu byk yg sa skt ati sma ko...lau sa taw ko pnh cple ma c N**ul SUMPAH !! sa x maw kpl ma ko...sa maw jg mnta break tp sa x brani maw ckp...sa igt JNJi kta jak...ko ska tuduh sa curang kn...??ko ada bukti kh sa curang??sa bg bha smua paswrd sa ma ko...apa lg yg ko tia puas ati ma sa??

AlErT !!

OMG ! what to do ?? tomorrow pembentangan mikro n i dont know wht to do...im really blank ryte now...teda apa2 dlm utak eh...matai am ...tulung tapikung hopefully bsok dpt buat pembentangan dengan lancar besok tanpa halangan...huhuhuh...god help me tomorrow....stdy ! stdy ! stdy ! :3...HUH !!!

damn YOU !!

punya men buseeetttt !! dy buat sa mcm budu bha kn...sa chat tia pndai membls...bgus lh lyn jak 2 dota bha....buat lh hal ko sndri....from now on jan ko hrp ko dgr brita dr sa lg...ko cbr btl2 ne kn....sa on jak bha...im fine wif it....!!...sa rsa mcm maw memaki jak owh...!..nsb sa mc ble sbr lg...sa maw bls !!!!!....ko tguk lh...ko CBR  SA BTL2 BHA NE KN...FINE !!....DAMN TUL OWH...SA MAW CARI ICHIGAN BRU !!...DAMN DUDE....F**K IM REALLY PISSED OFF RYTE NOW OWH...KO TGGU SA BLS KO...KO TGGU JAK HUJUNG BLN 8 NE...KO TGUK LH...SA BLS BTL2 NE MA KO...KO JAN CBR SA....WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DUDE....SHIT !!

I'm back !

Huhuhuh...it's been a while since i didin't update my blog...been busy wif scool activities plus homework...plus i got nothng to share on my blog .....hahahah....well mybe i lied...i got so many things i want to share on my blog but masa tdk mngizinkn...disebabkan terlalu bz dgn aktiviti sikul beii..ehehehe...then wifi di umah lg ne batabiat btl...rusak ! tba2...nabungul btl...aish !...july is not my month owh tiz year...to much things happen on july...but july oso make me become even more stronger n be more patient when its comes to a situation...heheheh...eiseh ! puji dri sndri ne...owh n on july oso become a sweet memory to me...hahahaha....