Smile?

"Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

Where there are clouds in the sky

you'll get by"

please oh please tell me I'll be okay.

because right now I'm not.

I'm just wondering how I could be so stupid.

I'm so sorry..

:'(

Ryte now Only Song Can Desribed What I Feel ..:'(..I cant put into words what my feeling felt...ARRGGGHHH ! God HelP me :'(

:'( SA TIA KUAT WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE OWH ..

THis Is for u ~~_

Dem ! im really hurt ryte now ... Words cannot described the way im feeling ryte now..Someone Help Me T_T :'( :'(... I can bare wif this feeling no more...Its so hurt ! God !!

sa blurr ~

Its been a while i didint write on my blog ~ been bz wif scol (kununlh Xp) Emm idk wht to say owh...too much i wanna say but dont know d mna maw start ...Budush punya feeling...sa bnci ne feeling yg sa ada skrg...when will these SHit going to end?? For god sake ! Stop making me suffer here...stop making me jelous OK ! If want to repay for what i've done to you well guess wht its working bha...Got thts lyric stuck on my mind i cant get it out of my mind...

what if everything turn off like the lyric above...what should i do then??plzz hopefully things turn out well..

i admit i love him so fucking damn much ! i cant get him out of my mind...i know i shoudnt do those things to him but hey thats not my fault oso...its not my fault! i throw my ego away just to say im soo sorry to you but you said u needed a tyme...Damn ! Things arent supposed to be like this...i wanna scream so fucking damn much ryte now...im so stressed out ryte now..plus my headache wont leave me alone ... tia cukup ngan 2 org satu umah g buat perangai..DEM ! sa buli tahan lg tp lau sa tia tahan sua bla2 masa pun sa ble explode...so dont blame me if i explode...pardon me if im being rude to u Gurl but u mad me being rude to you...if u want me to respect u as my older **** u've got to respect M** 1st n try to respect everyone else oso...dont be such a jerk to us...u missed more than a year about us then suddenly u pretend like u know everything but the truth is u know nothing..ur attitude SUCKZ ! change it bha ...AISH ! sa btl2 pns owh maw dkt satu bln sua sa tahan2 saja skt ati + mrh sa...ndk tkluar dr mulut...dem it ! 

~ AgAiN ~ o.O

woke up at 6.30 this morning.Went to church with my brother at apin2. My body was inside the church but my
mind was thinking bout something else. August is about to end and september is just around the corner. Only 

one week left then its Raya. HUH ! What should i do this raya? Got nothing on my mind. My sist plan to go to KUDAt but im not sure if we're going plus i dont feel like going there. Im not ready to meet HIM. Talking bout HIM, guess what?? HUH ! we fight again and this time its big. I dont know if i can keep up with this anymore. Im so damn tired oredy. Im not trying to put the blame on him. This time i think we both wrong. Paham2 jak lh lau long distance relationship ne. No trustworthy plus Jelousy is everywhere.-.- . I admit it i got jelous towards HIM , but hey! jelousy means you love HIM ryte?? Am i ryte?? T_T. Do i love him ?? I dont even know wether i love HIM or not. Sometimes i feel like my love was one sided love only. Damn ! i still remember THose words. The word he told me. Bikin Sakit Hati !  The words STUCK on my mind. My GOd its so fucking damn Hurt. T_T. eventhough SAKIT tp sa try jg be strong. Hehehe. I know i can do it. EISEH ! Hahahaha. Mcm lagu Fergie ( Big Gurlz Dont CRy ) Kan, kan, kan.. HEhehe

well i guess thats all 4 now gtg XD...

bubyee alll...

WHAT IS this ??

Fyqa NorHan

‎:: Uikk babe . aku syg kao oke . hope kao dpt hidup dgn si DEA tu . aku doakan kamo seja laa . tu seja aku dpt bgi . cuz aku tgk pun ko mcm syg ma dea . anyway , all the best to both of eu . xpaa la . apa pun jadi , aku tetap syg kao . BFF bha kn ? tengs for evrything aa . sad aku bila bca nhe "aku muncul tem drg ada prob . then , start sana ak msra ngn dia . bru skg aku sdar ak tgh msra ngn gf org yg maw ada talian ngn bf dia tu" . hmp . ada jodoh , x kemana jua kn ? ;') ::

p/s : ily ♥ 

 

i got this from s*u*r* fb...ex dy kali yg bg...apa mksd dy ne...??tulung tuhan sa tia kuat...sa hanya manusia lemah...klau ini ada lh ujian drmu ku mohon kuat kn lh iman ku...tbah kn hati ku tuk mnjalani ujian mu ne...aminx1000

ADUII !!

pembentangan jak owh..sa bosan sua maw membentang jak....besok sa bentang mikro lg..aish !!...teda lg sa phm satu pun ne keluk ne...stdy berabis pun tdk jg sa phm...bnci nya sa...GOD I HATE FORM 6 ....sa maw smbung yg len...ryte now sa tgah cari kolej2 yg bgus tuk sa smbung stdy...HOPEFULLY SA TSANGKUT SPA8...tlung lh TUHAN...AMINx10000......:'(....bha thats all for today...i need some sleep tomorrow is my big day...huhuh...harap2 bisuk sa jumpa c DIA lg...:)...spaya sa ada semangat sket maw stdy...hahahha...EISEH ! malu2 ne...huhuhuh...bha im off now...nyte2 my beloved blog...:) sweet dwemz for me...

p/s : im so dem tired today...